Thursday, December 30, 2004
I am tired of studying.. cholangitis, cholelithiasis, neoplasms, polyps.. juz floating around in front of me while my minds drifts and drifts further and further away.. but still i am thankful that i am still alive and kicking and thinking and breathing and studying and eating.. whenever i see the images being shown on tv these few days and read about the rising death toll in the papers, i just feel that whatever problems i had really pale in comparison.. cas, relationships, work, tiredness.. why am i complaining when i have had it so good here?
i am contented with the life i have right now, and i know that as long as i am still living, no problem is so big that it cannot be resolved..
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i am happy.
=)
i realise that it is the little gestures and events that touch me and make me happy.. and i am indeed happy and contented.. never mind the things that have happened so long ago.. i am juz glad..
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it has indeed been an eventful year for me.. and a most incredible journey..
uphills and downhills.. joy, sorrow, surprise, hope, disappointment..
perhaps everything had been too smooth before.. so 2004 has brought me back into reality.. that i live in a harsh world.. and that not all your dreams will come true and not everything will happen your way.. in fact nothing ever happens your way..
it has been a year of self discovery.. realising my frailties and imperfectness..
it is a year of getting reconciled with God.. and indeed God's plans and thoughts are unfathomable by us and we are all juz a tiny part of this galaxy he has built and we are all created for His purpose.. 2004 will always be remembered for this..
if i were asked to choose a year to keep out of the 20 yrs i have had, then i would certainly choose this yr to keep.. it has been a memorable year and a life-changing one.. pity it had to end this way though..
i pray for a better year ahead and for help to arrive quickly for the tsunami victims..
i'll worship You, my God; 5:34 PM
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